无奈

很无奈，

很无聊，

这是我对你的形容～

无端端的做了人家的情敌，

我真的不知道，

如果知道，

我应该也不会惹是非=（

可是，

今天我才知道到底发生什么事,

一切都来不及了=）

对不起，

勉强是没幸福的

你只会惹他讨厌你=）

你啊你，

为什么去问他这些问题。

我真的真的不知道给什么表情=（

弄到整个场面都静了=（

休息

累了，

我很想好好的休息。

不是活动的忙

但，

学业上。

从来都不会这样。

但这学期有点压力，

我相信是我自己给的。

还没开始，

我就累坏自己了=（

我不想身边的朋友替我担心=（

大家，加油啦=）

笑

我真得有真心笑过吗？

你不是第一个问我，

但，

我真的有=）

时间证明一切

谢谢你=）

对不起

对不起，

或许，我自私。

last week in 2011

Last week,
I did enjoy so much.
I had gathering with my course mate, Hui Zhi and Jess
We keep talking, playing, studying ,
I miss all the moment with my ex room mate.
Is totally the same .

And yes,
we step to last week of the year.
Yesterday I going Kg Siam with them.
Although a very weird combination,
but we did enjoy
And today,
We went to dannok.
Although no full team,
but we enjoy.
our two guy like girl.
You can't imagine how they choose mango?
Haha..=) and seriously what they said is really motivate.
I like the moment spent with them
And i learn a lot.

For you,
thank a lots,
I know this is not first time for you ask me such question,
seriously I don't know how to answer you
as I know the PROBLEM is from me
Others can't help me but just remind me.
And thank a lot for motivates me .
*appreciate*
I will try my best to step out from **

For you,
I'm sorry that not really share it.
because I don't want to demotivate you.
I hope you will enjoy in AIESEC journey

For you,
Thank a lot for always supporting me and motivates me
Seriously I really start change myself
No to better one but on my way improve myself.

For you,
thank for preparing me breakfast and all the meals.
Appreciate it.
Although you are not AIESEC member,
but you still always support me .
Thank you so much

For you,
thank to bear with me
I know i keep delay the stuff.
thank for understanding me =)

For you,
I think this is best way for both of us.
Enjoy your study ya ^^

For you,
I think this is first sem that we not keep motivate each others study
I miss the moment.
And what happen to both us?
Seems like a stranger .
can we be last time?
i miss those moment.

For you,
although you are far away from me.
But you always be there for me.

For you,
Good luck in your study ya.
I will miss you one.
meet when in Seremban ya

I wish everyone of you stay happy and cheer ^^

很想

其实，
我很想了解你，
我还很想知道其实你在想什么
其实，
我不想只是我在跟你诉苦
其实，
我很想知道你到底发生了什么事
其实，
我不想只是我在讲而已
其实，
我不知道为什么要关心你
其实，
我不知道为什么什么都告诉你
但，
我真的真的很想知道=）

家，
上星期回家后，
感觉真好
现在只想好好的读好我的书=）

你们的思想，
真的很成熟，
你们的鼓励，
你们说讲的，
你们的安慰，
真的让我想多了
我知道我不应该低落
我知道你们都在我的身边
谢谢你们。
其实，有时候，
跟你谈天，
让我很自卑
很没用
觉得虽然你小我一岁，
但，
比我想得还要成熟，
其实，
我不想别人家猜穿我、
希望你不会告诉别人
但，
对，我是很想保护我自己=）

算了，
读好书=）

good luck to everyone of you =)

Christmas Party

First ever ,

I celebrate Christmas party,

with a huge number.

We play a lot 

and celebrate it.

For sure,

EXCHANGE gift as well. =)

Guess WHAT?

Nam Weng being my santa again =)

 can't believe on that =)

I get a DIY card and present from him .

Thank you so much

After that,

get present and a car from Snoopy,

she give me photo frame, DIY card and kit kat.

And most important,

I have tang yuan to eat.

Special thank to my dear coursemate =)

but my kos lepas is celebration birthday with oo8,

sorry,

I really can't manage my time well.

Wish you happy birthday and stay sweet ya ^^

I enjoy my uni life.

so ,

do you?

~ LT ~

Thank You ^^

Thank You 

to everyone of you

that 

become my ears

and support me =)

I appreciate so much ^^

Thank A lot=)

~LT~

on the way

Recently,

My mood up side down.

I don't know why,

Lastly i decide to go back =) 

First ever i go back so sudden

On the way back,

the sky really nice,

full with star and yellow moon.

The environment make me calm

And think a lot.
and suddenly i saw meteor.~!
I never imagine that I can see it through in bus =)
I really happy on it.
How about you there?

Recently,

I really did lots of mistake.

I'm emo with my friends

Long time not talk with my room mate,

I decide to keep a side my task.

I doing it just because of seek of doing

I don't want care a lot

My emotional really low.~

I realized I'm wrong right now.

I should not show my emotion to my dear friends,

We seldom meet due of I'm too busy

No matter what, i should know what happen to my room mate and me as well,

I should find out the problem

Due of my emotional, I make a lot of delay stuff

Due of seek of doing, my job not perfect enough

Yes, I should change~! 

I really need to change =)

At home, 

I really feel relaz

I really scare to open mail

I don't want do anything

BUT, 

i force myself to study. 

one more day left at home,

i should enjoy it.

Today,

i dream of some one.

I had few years not meet him at all,

suddenly pop up in my dream.

I miss him so much =) 

How can i contact back him?

*thinking*

流星

我终于看到流星了

本来，

我根本就不想来看

即使朋友叫到，

我不想看

因为我不想见到一些人

也不想把人家的回忆毁掉

所以还在房间

但，

最后，

我选择自己去看

虽然没有我想要的人在一起陪我看

但，

我知道在远方的你，

依然看着同样的天空

今晚，

我回家了

一直以来，

我不想回家，

不管我怎样不想家也好，

我觉得回家兜兜风也好

我的final还有十七天而已

加油啦

好累·

我真的好累

我好像只是读书睡觉

我不想再接触任何东西

我很累

我很累

很累

很累

我觉得我真的很没有用

什么都不会

想说，

但又说不出

想讲又不想告诉别人

终觉得自己说的，

讲的

做的，

都不会被认同

什么都错

什么都不对

我是不是太在意别人的眼光？

别人怎么看我？

我好想好想自己一个人

什么都不要做

读书最好

我好累

每个人

最近，

我都有看我身边朋友的blog,

知道了一些其他人不知道的事，

我才发现到，

每个人的开心，

不是从他们的内心，

而是装出来的.

难道因为背后的故事，

我们都装开心吗？

其实，

如果我不是这样的话？

我会是怎样的人?

每个人有自己的故事，

每个人又不想说的话，

每个人有自己的过去，

每个人有自己不想过的日子,但必须过，

每个人有不开心的时候，但不想别人知道，

每个人需要的是支持而不是多余的关心

每个人需要的与其他人不同，

你们的一句话，可能帮了他们，也可能害了他们。

很多人因为过去，

坚强了很多，

独立了很多，

但，

反效果的话，

变坏了，

有时候，不是他想得，

有时候，不是他们要的，

有时侯，为人家人，

有时侯，不想被轻视，

人本来就那么复杂，

从来不会找到跟你一样的

也因为这样，

我不喜欢人家知道我的过去，

也不想让人家了解我

更不像别人看不起

虽然，

很多人都能接受，

毕竟，

是家境吗

但，

我还是不想，

过去别人排撤你的时候，

是多么的痛苦，

当时候的我，

有多么的讨厌家～！

不喜欢回家，

因为我觉得是他们害我的，

我时时刻刻都埋怨，

也因为这样我选了这间大学

我想离开家，但我不敢，

因为种种的原因

不知是不是大了，

我就觉得，

因为他们，我长大了，

因为他们，我独立了，

因为他们，我知道我要的是什么

因为他们，我参加了很多活动

因为他们，我更了解其他人

因为他们，我能吃苦，

因为他们，全都因为他们。

我应该要谢谢他们了。

但有时候，

我还是不能接受一些事

有时候，

我觉得为什么那个人是我

有时候，

我觉得我自己是多余的

有时候，

我觉得自己很假

有时侯，

我根本就不像我自己

有时候，

我勉强去接受

我知道，

社会会更恐怕

我知道，

现在就是我最好的时间学习

我知道，

不喜欢都要勉强喜欢，

为了更好的结果

我知道，

但其实，我不想知道，

其实，

现在的生活蛮好，

因为很多时刻，

我都在逃避

我不想去面对

可以吗？

one week

This week,

not full but quite pack for me~!

I like it =) 

Firstly my teacher come and find me,

bring her around UUM and dannok =) 

free from assignment, study, activities damn enjoy that time actually =)

Currently busying with my PA,

and start study right now~!

I can die gao gao~!!

First time being supporter,

Really enjoy it

Seriously I feel have a bit bias~!

but what to do~!

accept it.

Myself~!

Should i happy with surrounding?

I just want to be a normal girl. ^^

Just now someone ask me,

do you want continue it?

My answer : doubt on it

tiring day

more than 12 hours outside.
busying for classes and activities.=)
damn tiring =(

Classes~!
HR - i don't know why my lecturer like to move around. damn pity her coz like very *xin ku*
FM1 - I wondering is that she is killer? today pop quiz =(
Process Writing - I never know what they lecturer taught =(
Ethic management - whole syllabus been teach , I never know one as well =(

Means = I going to die this sem. Help meeeeeeeeeeee..=(

Today we have photo shooting among department,

my lovely team mate. hope can stay till the end =)

gosh. I'm too short =)

After that,
I having education on JE.
seriously I wondering is that what I going to pass to JE is wrong or not confident enough?
I don't know.
I wish I can conduct one session alone.
But perhaps,
she keep doing that,
Just make myself no much confident.
I feel I'm useless seriously in the team.
I know I can't blame others.
I'm not good in presenting
I try very hard to step out myself.
But at last?
Still the same.

After that,
i went for info session
First time attend.
do presentation in front
Seriously I nervous.
I don't know what to talk.
I don't know people understand or not
I worries so much.
As TMer, I fail to explain to people.
i can't be a good TMer.
I'm stupid to promise SC to present,
I'm stupid on it~!
NO more next time.
I should not go.
I don't want to present anymore.
Make me more down and down.
I want to maintain myself right now.
*cry 




I get a good feedback from a guy which same HR class,
but I don't know his name =)
He said during HR class, I'm just speak in Chinese, and very shy people
but in AIESEC, I'm crazy
Wrong perception.
I'm very shy in AIESEC lor~!!



lesson i learn
- 当你成功的时候、你的朋友知道你是谁。
当你堕落的时候、你才知道谁是你的朋友。♥

- For every minute you remain angry, you give up sixty seconds of peace of mind

- decision in your hands. No one can stop you from doing that . Just step out ♥

meeting meet

As usual,

every first week of the month,

we having our MT meet.

grateful that I no longer alone anymore.=)

And this month, 

we have some special event which call secret santa . I forget about it

I get someone that I dislike before,

and we never talk until last month

I don't know what she like, what she want

Headache on it.

Going to spent money for present and my time of doing card.

My second time to do it.

Should happy on it. 

Due of some one will view it,

I can't mention the name here. =( 

My JE,

after talk,

I think I will give him some time to think on it.

No point to force you.

and you will get what you want.

Support you as a senior. =)

Is that the way i treat my friends wrong?

Gosh,

I should review back carefully =)

Dear CD team,

keep the spirit up =)

support always =)

Friday

First ever
I stay whole day since yesterday till now~!
So happy on it.
In this two days,
I done a lots of things. 
^^


Seriously I worry about my leading skill.
Is that my problem?
I don't know.
he can perform well?
I don't know.
He going to quit AIESEC?
I don't know.
He going to quit SIFE?
I don't know.
I don't know .
 I put lots of hope on him
but end up?
I don't know as well.


Snoopy~
My daughter?
fake daughter? fake family? 
But yet, 
I still happy with them.
p/s, no others meaning ya =)


YOU?
miss in action.
but yet,
we still best friends.


Thank to everyone 

1st December

Today is first day of last month in year 2011,
Time flies so fast.
Is going to end 2011.
No regrets.
Full of challenging.
try lots of thing in this year.
hope can go smooth on this month.

Recently people find me talk,
should i happy?
I really hope that i can help them settle all the things.
While me?
I don't know.
I don't want to burden anyone.
I know what happening toward me recently
Who am I going to share?
Damn It~!
Hate laaaaaaaaaaaa...

I think that this month going a best month for me,
but too bad.
Its not~!
I need do a lots of AIESEC stuff.
Seriously I know how to comfort people,
but no myself or even my room mate
we have lots of gap right now
my fault? your fault?
I don't want think
maybe this is the best way for two of us.
No communication, no talking, no chatting
is totally different from last time
Although I kind of like to talk,
but now I feel is better I get my thing done on time.

AIESEC,
I have  a great moment with them
Now,
I have my own JE,
I need start to focus on him to make sure his learning point
I really scare on teach him wrong.
How stupid am I
Some time I don't know how to deliver to member
Because I feel that is opportunity to them
Is time for them to step myself,
Yeah,
I not yet step out myself .
Goshh~!

In this month as well,
study is important.
I try my very best to make sure I done all.

Thank for everyone to cheer my life.


I had learn some lesson this few day
* A best friends doesn't mean we are always together.
* think when you are busy to develop yourself, what your friends doing?
* Action rather than think. no action = ZERO

Penang + Hatyai Trip

Friday,
I spent my time with my beloved course mate.
We go to few place.
I like Fraser Hill ( is that 升旗山）and Nyonya house.
Damn nice..

While Sunday I going to Hatyai,
first ever i explore others country.
I eat a lot.
Gain A loot.
But I more prefer to visit interesting place instead of just shopping mall.~!
I wondering why i can't be like others girl,
just shopping around~!
Is that I abnormal?
No,
everyone have their own style.
As well as me=)

But everything can be accepted as I try a lot of Thailand food. =)


Next, will be final exam =)
But I not yet prepare at all.
Damn worry.
one more month~!
lets kick start on it.

Oh yeah,
not forget AIESEC stuff.
Seriously My work load never end.
I going to crazy to handle it.
How?

but I proud of my JE,
because of him,
i want to be the best for him

If you were born on the :

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3,5,7

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss... You were born to enjoy! You don't care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world's wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2

错

错，
又是我的错，
告诉谁，
讲什么～！
都是我的错～！
我应该怎样～！
你们在我的处境的话，
你们应该会了解吧～！

我不想再谈了～！
我很讨厌这世界～！

但我想对你说，
你想说你就会讲，我不喜欢逼人～！
还有，友谊的意义对你我又不同看法，
对不起，我不能做到你所谓的好朋友
我还是我，
或许，对你们来说，
我不应该这样，
但，
我不会做我不喜欢的东西～！

世界很阴暗，
我不知我该相信谁～！
该做什么，
该怎样～！

Rewards

Last Tuesday, I being rewarded as Best Member of October~ Seriously I don't know I did so many things in a month or perhaps few month~ Should i proud off myself? I feel guilty as I'm in lost situation suddenly I being rewarded~! I just remember I been rewarded because of tracking sheet, PIC of HOPE Day, PIC of AIESEC day, volunteering and I not remember others. Thank a lot for appreciate me. By the way, I need thank to some of you as keep motivate me. Linda, Ee Mei, Gaik Huey, Irene, Hui Yi, Shen Chieh and Jia Yee. Thank a lots. Love you all =) Not forget my course mate and 002~! Thank for fully support me =)

During Tuesday as well, I did a presentation. Actually 80% is conducted by SC~! Thank for giving me opportunity~! Hope can be partner again in future. I will do my best =) One more sharing session. I don't know is that my story inspired them or can help some of them~! But during sharing, I did remember back why i still here~!

Yesterday, I have department meet. I meet my JE~! They are awesome~! Hope we can drive our department to the excellent one >_*

And now, I face some problem. Seriously i don't know what should i act? Anyone can help me to solve this problem? Some time you are good condition, you talk with me. Some time, you are not. You ignore me.~! I just wish to be the person you share problem with~! But don't worry~! I'm not going to force you~! This is not my style~! Seriously I don't like to come back my room~! What for as I don't know what should I act~ Should i change room? Wondering~ Never mind, we not going to meet few day~! Better cool down our self

If you choose to tell me, I will listen. But If you waiting me to ask you, I'm sorry. I'm not going to ask you =)

Today i get my Math Result~! Damn bad~! It can't be so~! I need to do more~! I should start now. 

Believe in what ever you doing~! Just like economy~! Choose what you feel is the best for you and scarify another one~! I wish to be greedy to get everything~! But now I believe you will get the better one in future .xD

Thousand thank to everyone~! Love you all =)

life of me

After back from holiday,

Seriously I start down, no mood at all.

I know, they wish to see my development.

I know , they believe   I can do things

I know, they told me is for my own good.

I know, they love me so they choose to tell me

I agree what you said. 

But,

can you tell me personally?

I"m not wish to listen from others.

I don't know why~

Yesterday,

a girl told me, 

you good but still no dare to show  yourself

you still in your comfort zone,

you know the problem, 

but ,

down want to solve it,

you just keep there~

what for?

This question make me think a  lot. 

I start think why  I can do so and people see it,

But i still feel there is some  thing that i can't describe in words

Yeah,

I do  it but not solve it =  zero~!

can I find back myself? 

hopefully ~~

everything will be okay~ believe it =)

book

Today,
when i go for meeting, i saw one book,
a year ago~!
what i write~
a lot of things happen..
what i record down is all sad things.
perhaps all the memorable things in my heart only.xD

and now,
i start thinking,
should i in the team? or left it out?
I wonder.
i don't know what should i do.
I feel tired
Tired of everything
Not even one week I'm here,
I already feel super tired.
I don't know how am I going to survive~!

Help me~!!

EXAM

YES,
tomorrow is my last day for my mid semester in Sem 3,
But,
Wednesday i have assessment for process writing >_<
Sunday ,
I have quiz for ethic~!
I get my result for my exam paper before holiday
Not bad~!
But still need to improve to make sure my gred is maintain~!!
I really hope my ohm to study still there after tomorrow.
Wish wish wish~!

Now i keep give myself a reason not to study LAW @@
I can die for this already~!!
Save me~~~~

I wish everyone of us, especially HIAO gang, my course mate and every take law student, good luck in your exam

p/s : i feel warm because everyone take care of me. Is time for to take care and talk with them~! I miss them badly

Friendship

I realized,
between me and you,
start far compare to last time,
Is that i wish more from you?
Or?
You start ignore me because of him?
I don't know~
For you, I'm nothing
I just don't want show you my sad face=)

I really don't know how to talk with you~!
Is your problem or me?
I'm not so sure.
I'm tired I really tired =(

My mid term going to end soon.
Just 2 more days,
cheer up my dear,
Believe you can do it~!
Nothing can make you down~!!
GAMBATEH~!!

那些年

那些年？

我还没看～

但没机会=）

很伤心叻。。

每个人都说很好看，

想起了开心的事

但我的那些年呢？

那些年， 曾经跟一个男生很好，好像暧昧一样

那些年， 因为男生更好朋友吵架了，

那些年， 朋友因为而我吵架了

那些年，会因为看一个人，每次都去他班，

那些年，我去了很多没人有机会去的 （ 因为免费）

那些年，我认识了知已，

那些年，让我在我最堕落的时候成长，

那些年，我因为朋友而努力读书，

那些年，因为家境，我变自卑，

那些年，因为一些事，导致了大家不开心

那些年，我开始叛逆了～

那些年并不是很开心的事=） 我不想再回忆， 因为我不知说什么=）

但，

我的那些年，

改变了那时候的我=）

我应该谢谢那些年=）

我在想，

五年后的今天，

我的那些年会是怎样？

我知道一些人已经开始进了我的生活中，

让我的生活多姿多彩=）

不管是那些年，还是现在，

不管回忆是怎样，

不管是谁，

不管任何事，

我相信都能让我成长=） 

我爱你们=）

UUM

I reach UUM this morning =)
Seriously I don't have any feeling,
but when i see my friends status,
I wonder,
is that UUM really bad
or just their feeling only?
I don't know how to talk with them~
I don't know how to make them happy~
Wonder , wonder, wonder

better start my study right now =)

我又没有很想你

我又没有很想你，
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。
我又没有很想你，
我只是在开电脑的时候，第一个跑去你的SPACE踩踩，看看你今天是不是有更新。
我又没有很想你，
我只是在聊天的时候，打开你的对话框，看着你的头像，或者
重温一下以前的记录。
我又没有很想你，
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好。
我又没有很想你，
我只是在和朋友的聊天中，不厌其烦的提起你，讲那些也许他们都早已烂熟于心的事情。
我又没有很想你，
我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事。
我又没有很想你，
我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中,脑中出现短暂的空白。
我又没有很想你，
我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音。
我又没有很想你，
我只是在别人无意提起你时，愣在那里，不知道答话。
我又没有很想你，
我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话。
我又没有很想你，
我只是睡不着的时候，想想你，但是，我不知道，我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着。
我又没有很想你，
我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……
附加:我又没有很想你 只是自己在骗自己
其实我真的没有很想你，只是把你给的信息每天温习！