Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Penang + Hatyai Trip

Friday,
I spent my time with my beloved course mate.
We go to few place.
I like Fraser Hill ( is that 升旗山)and Nyonya house.
Damn nice..

While Sunday I going to Hatyai,
first ever i explore others country.
I eat a lot.
Gain A loot.
But I more prefer to visit interesting place instead of just shopping mall.~!
I wondering why i can't be like others girl,
just shopping around~!
Is that I abnormal?
No,
everyone have their own style.
As well as me=)

But everything can be accepted as I try a lot of Thailand food. =)


Next, will be final exam =)
But I not yet prepare at all.
Damn worry.
one more month~!
lets kick start on it.

Oh yeah,
not forget AIESEC stuff.
Seriously My work load never end.
I going to crazy to handle it.
How?

but I proud of my JE,
because of him,
i want to be the best for him

Monday, November 28, 2011

If you were born on the :

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3,5,7

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won't be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships - even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss... You were born to enjoy! You don't care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world's wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2

Friday, November 25, 2011

错,
又是我的错,
告诉谁,
讲什么~!
都是我的错~!
我应该怎样~!
你们在我的处境的话,
你们应该会了解吧~!

我不想再谈了~!
我很讨厌这世界~!

但我想对你说,
你想说你就会讲,我不喜欢逼人~!
还有,友谊的意义对你我又不同看法,
对不起,我不能做到你所谓的好朋友
我还是我,
或许,对你们来说,
我不应该这样,
但,
我不会做我不喜欢的东西~!

世界很阴暗,
我不知我该相信谁~!
该做什么,
该怎样~!

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Rewards

Last Tuesday, I being rewarded as Best Member of October~ Seriously I don't know I did so many things in a month or perhaps few month~ Should i proud off myself? I feel guilty as I'm in lost situation suddenly I being rewarded~! I just remember I been rewarded because of tracking sheet, PIC of HOPE Day, PIC of AIESEC day, volunteering and I not remember others. Thank a lot for appreciate me. By the way, I need thank to some of you as keep motivate me. Linda, Ee Mei, Gaik Huey, Irene, Hui Yi, Shen Chieh and Jia Yee. Thank a lots. Love you all =) Not forget my course mate and 002~! Thank for fully support me =)

During Tuesday as well, I did a presentation. Actually 80% is conducted by SC~! Thank for giving me opportunity~! Hope can be partner again in future. I will do my best =) One more sharing session. I don't know is that my story inspired them or can help some of them~! But during sharing, I did remember back why i still here~!

Yesterday, I have department meet. I meet my JE~! They are awesome~! Hope we can drive our department to the excellent one >_*

And now, I face some problem. Seriously i don't know what should i act? Anyone can help me to solve this problem? Some time you are good condition, you talk with me. Some time, you are not. You ignore me.~! I just wish to be the person you share problem with~! But don't worry~! I'm not going to force you~! This is not my style~! Seriously I don't like to come back my room~! What for as I don't know what should I act~ Should i change room? Wondering~ Never mind, we not going to meet few day~! Better cool down our self

If you choose to tell me, I will listen. But If you waiting me to ask you, I'm sorry. I'm not going to ask you =)


Today i get my Math Result~! Damn bad~! It can't be so~! I need to do more~! I should start now. 

Believe in what ever you doing~! Just like economy~! Choose what you feel is the best for you and scarify another one~! I wish to be greedy to get everything~! But now I believe you will get the better one in future .xD

Thousand thank to everyone~! Love you all =)

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

life of me

After back from holiday,
Seriously I start down, no mood at all.
I know, they wish to see my development.
I know , they believe   I can do things
I know, they told me is for my own good.
I know, they love me so they choose to tell me
I agree what you said. 
But,
can you tell me personally?
I"m not wish to listen from others.
I don't know why~
Yesterday,
a girl told me, 
you good but still no dare to show  yourself
you still in your comfort zone,
you know the problem, 
but ,
down want to solve it,
you just keep there~
what for?
This question make me think a  lot. 
I start think why  I can do so and people see it,
But i still feel there is some  thing that i can't describe in words
Yeah,
I do  it but not solve it =  zero~!
can I find back myself? 
hopefully ~~


everything will be okay~ believe it =)

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

book

Today,
when i go for meeting, i saw one book,
a year ago~!
what i write~
a lot of things happen..
what i record down is all sad things.
perhaps all the memorable things in my heart only.xD

and now,
i start thinking,
should i in the team? or left it out?
I wonder.
i don't know what should i do.
I feel tired
Tired of everything
Not even one week I'm here,
I already feel super tired.
I don't know how am I going to survive~!

Help me~!!

Sunday, November 13, 2011

EXAM

YES,
tomorrow is my last day for my mid semester in Sem 3,
But,
Wednesday i have assessment for process writing >_<
Sunday ,
I have quiz for ethic~!
I get my result for my exam paper before holiday
Not bad~!
But still need to improve to make sure my gred is maintain~!!
I really hope my ohm to study still there after tomorrow.
Wish wish wish~!

Now i keep give myself a reason not to study LAW @@
I can die for this already~!!
Save me~~~~

I wish everyone of us, especially HIAO gang, my course mate and every take law student, good luck in your exam

p/s : i feel warm because everyone take care of me. Is time for to take care and talk with them~! I miss them badly

Friendship

I realized,
between me and you,
start far compare to last time,
Is that i wish more from you?
Or?
You start ignore me because of him?
I don't know~
For you, I'm nothing
I just don't want show you my sad face=)

I really don't know how to talk with you~!
Is your problem or me?
I'm not so sure.
I'm tired I really tired =(

My mid term going to end soon.
Just 2 more days,
cheer up my dear,
Believe you can do it~!
Nothing can make you down~!!
GAMBATEH~!!

Friday, November 11, 2011

那些年

那些年?
我还没看~
但没机会=)
很伤心叻。。
每个人都说很好看,
想起了开心的事

但我的那些年呢?
那些年, 曾经跟一个男生很好,好像暧昧一样
那些年, 因为男生更好朋友吵架了,
那些年, 朋友因为而我吵架了
那些年,会因为看一个人,每次都去他班,
那些年,我去了很多没人有机会去的 ( 因为免费)
那些年,我认识了知已,
那些年,让我在我最堕落的时候成长,
那些年,我因为朋友而努力读书,
那些年,因为家境,我变自卑,
那些年,因为一些事,导致了大家不开心
那些年,我开始叛逆了~

那些年并不是很开心的事=) 我不想再回忆, 因为我不知说什么=)
但,
我的那些年,
改变了那时候的我=)
我应该谢谢那些年=)

我在想,
五年后的今天,
我的那些年会是怎样?
我知道一些人已经开始进了我的生活中,
让我的生活多姿多彩=)
不管是那些年,还是现在,
不管回忆是怎样,
不管是谁,
不管任何事,
我相信都能让我成长=) 
我爱你们=)


UUM

I reach UUM this morning =)
Seriously I don't have any feeling,
but when i see my friends status,
I wonder,
is that UUM really bad
or just their feeling only?
I don't know how to talk with them~
I don't know how to make them happy~
Wonder , wonder, wonder

better start my study right now =)

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

我又没有很想你


我又没有很想你,
我只是在早上醒来的时候,看看手机,有没有你发来的信息,有没有你的未接来电。
我又没有很想你,
我只是在开电脑的时候,第一个跑去你的SPACE踩踩,看看你今天是不是有更新。
我又没有很想你,
我只是在聊天的时候,打开你的对话框,看着你的头像,或者
重温一下以前的记录。
我又没有很想你,
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音,放在我身边,并时不时的看看是否自动关机,是否信号良好。
我又没有很想你,
我只是在和朋友的聊天中,不厌其烦的提起你,讲那些也许他们都早已烂熟于心的事情。
我又没有很想你,
我只是在吃小吃的时候,想如果你能和我一起吃,那该是多幸福的事
我又没有很想你,
我只是在听歌的时候,偶尔会被某句歌词击中,脑中出现短暂的空白
我又没有很想你,
我只是想看看你的样子,听听你的声音。
我又没有很想你,
我只是在别人无意提起你时,愣在那里,不知道答话。
我又没有很想你,
我只是在睡前紧握着手机,等待着你的情话。
我又没有很想你,
我只是睡不着的时候,想想你,但是,我不知道,我是因为睡不着而想你,还是因为想你而睡不着。
我又没有很想你,
我只是在每次醒来的时候,第一个想到你……
附加:我又没有很想你 只是自己在骗自己
其实我真的没有很想你,只是把你给的信息每天温习!

Monday, November 7, 2011

朋友~

在此,先给我的朋友们,
或许,
我们没什么话题,
或许,
我们少联络,
但,
你们依然还在我心里·=)


不管發生甚麼事情
不要忘了我們的友誼
哪怕你擁有了你的愛情

或許你幸福的時候
不會想到我的掛念
或者我承認
我曾經快樂的時候
也忽略了你

可在這個世界
不介意我一切的人
真的很難找
所以我把心情告訴你
所以我把笑容都給你
所以我才能在你面前
肆無忌禪的釋放自己的脆弱

不在身邊不代表不愛不想念
人前我們有彼此才懂的暗語笑話
人后我們有彼此之間的故事情感
我們之間…有彼此才能開的玩笑

如果有一天你想哭了
給我打電話
我無法許諾讓你笑
但是我可以跟你一起哭
如果你感到孤獨無助
給我打電話
讓我為你驅趕那些不快
如果有一天你難過了
給我打電話
不要逞強
在我面前你不需要面子

成為朋友那刻起
你就不曾遠離
就註定扎根在我心里
朋友就是這樣吧?
無需想起
因為……從未忘記



还没进中六,
我去了PLKN,
认识了文丽,
他很好,
很疼我~!
但因为一些理由,
我们没那么好了~
但,
现在还好啦~
虽然不是好像以前那么要好~

进了中六,
老天爷真好,
让我认识了SL=)
她到现在还是我的好友~!
什么事,他都知道~!
永远都在我的身旁=)
虽然我们不同大学,
但,
感情还很好=)

进了大学=)
拿到很好的室友=)
还有姐妹=)
我们经历了很多=)
001,
她是我们的大姐,
很hiao de,
但因为她,
我进了AIESEC,
让我学了很多很多在课上不能学的,
也因为她,
我还在里面=)
谢谢大姐

002,
我的二姐,
她?
看起来很静
其实很多话的,
话里蛮有道理的=)
很喜欢跟她谈天=)

003,
金鱼,
两个学期的室友=)
很开朗的女生,
读书也蛮厉害,
好羡慕哦~
我很喜欢跟她在一起,
但因为我很忙,
也没时间找他了,
好像有点开始疏远的感觉

004,
我们叫她ah neh,
很单纯又可爱的女生,
最近桃花运=)
看到她,
所有的烦恼都没了,
还记得有一次,
我要找印度人跳舞,
她说, 不用找了啦
找我就可以因为我是 ah neh,
不知好气还是好笑=)

005,
就是我啦~
哈哈=)
no comment

006,
她跟我只相差4天,
不过,
性格一点都不一样~
曾经很多话,
不知为什么,
现在没话题了,

007,
室友,
三个学期的室友,
我们啊,
故事多得很,
又好又吵,
曾经是很要好的朋友,
没有秘密,
然后,
一些事,
少讲话了,
但现在,
好很多了,
会不会像以前,
让时间来决定=)

008
跟她应该是最少讲话的吧=)
她很有性格,
有时也很好笑=)

我们八人是不同性格的,有吵吵闹闹,但,现在依然很好=)

在 Kuala Perlis , 带了两个男生,也是我们的 009,010


009,
SEM 1 就开始认识他了,

话题不多,
不知为什么,
SEM 3,话题很多,
还是很多的绯闻=)
什么多可以谈,讲,
也是我的聆听者
很多东西都选择告诉他=)


010,
很多人都很讨厌他,
因为他很烦,没进过大脑
刚开始,我也不喜欢他,
每天打来烦我~!
但,
现在,
还好啦~
没怎样=)
没脾气,
也是在第二学期的绯闻=)


还有两位好朋友,
他们是KS 还有 Jess,
我们在中四就认识了,
友情就越来越好~
但,
他们是情侣,
我不能一直烦他们啊 =)


还有一个不能忘得知已,
力焉=)
她是金鱼的好友=)
她跟我一样的pattern,
不过,很多时候,她喜欢人家逼才肯告诉我=0
看到她会特别的开心=)



有位女生对我说,
我给人的感觉是很想保护我的,
还有特别的人缘=)
但,
我真的搞不清楚~~
哈哈=)


其实,
有你们在,
我的人生就充满了乐趣=)
我爱你们=)