life of me

After back from holiday,

Seriously I start down, no mood at all.

I know, they wish to see my development.

I know , they believe   I can do things

I know, they told me is for my own good.

I know, they love me so they choose to tell me

I agree what you said. 

But,

can you tell me personally?

I"m not wish to listen from others.

I don't know why~

Yesterday,

a girl told me, 

you good but still no dare to show  yourself

you still in your comfort zone,

you know the problem, 

but ,

down want to solve it,

you just keep there~

what for?

This question make me think a  lot. 

I start think why  I can do so and people see it,

But i still feel there is some  thing that i can't describe in words

Yeah,

I do  it but not solve it =  zero~!

can I find back myself? 

hopefully ~~

everything will be okay~ believe it =)