Later

After fews more hours,is time for us travel.. Normally people will happy for it. But it does'nt happen on me.. Too many things happen among all of us.. In my opinion,we can play around but can't be a good course mate and room mates. Perhaps when a people get knows some one or maybe always being together. Conflict occur.. Maybe this is the first and the last time of our trips. Hopefully all get smooth and do enjoy the trips

happy~

SUPER duper happy,~!

Thanks for believe me ^^

我？她？你？谁？

今天，
当我开面子书时，
朋友的status 就是死定啦，不会拉，明年再见你之类~
虽然，
我没帮到什么，
毕竟，
我跟他们不同科系.
还好，
当初没听你们的话，
要不然我也像他们一样，
祝福你们吧~

今天很倒霉，
还好没中骂~
其实，
最近的心情蛮差，
还好有你~
谢谢你成了我听众~
虽然，
我不想打扰你，
可是，
我真的真的不知该怎么办了~
加油拉~

我是，
人家的女儿，也是弟弟的姐姐，
有时，
我真的无奈，
我真的不想，
我真的想发脾气~

但算了，
我忍~！

有时，
我真的不知道，
为什么谣言还在，
你们可以拿来看玩笑，
你们可以拿来作弄我，
我是笑哈哈的，
你们知道我在想什么吗？
不用知道也不要紧。
但？
其他人怎么想？
有些人，
思想单纯，
有些人，
思想复杂。
有些人，
当真，
有些人？

人就那么复杂~

我不知道，
这谣言到几时，
到什么时候，



累了，
不再想了，
你们要怎样就怎样，
当然，
以后的我，
或许，
在对你们不理不睬
最好不要怪我拉~





好像好像发泄`！！！！！

家

家，
每个人都回乡家，
我也不例外，
可惜，
我想但我不想回家~
没有家的感觉~
今天一到家，
我并没睡，
我做我需要做的东西，
一到家，
弟弟开始跟我埋怨，
妈妈也是。
那，
我可以做什么啊？

今天，
我妈还说，
姐姐回来是最好的，
你们不用我骂都会做东西，
平时叫都不会动。

其实，
我也没骂他们啊，
只要少一点骂，
应该就没事了~
不知为什么，

我不在家，
那个家根本都不像家,
算了~
我慢慢收拾~！

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昨晚，
路途中，
我想了很久~
可是，
应该也没用拉，
因为我没勇气~
算了

3 months journey

3 months,
traveling in North part of Malaysia,
Finally,
the day I waiting coming~
Finally,
I can leave here ,
Finally,
i can take out all my burden.
Finally ,
I can take rest well.

Is that a good things i go back?
Really hope i can enjoy every moment at home ^^

3 months over here,
let me knows a lot of things,
Let me know what is friendship,
Let me know what is society,

This semester,
I know a lots of friends,
For sure,
some become close , and some not~
Some crazy like me, some quiet.
Some times i feel i can't adapt it,
I feel when i join them,
that was'nt me.
I'm just acting I'm happy,
I don't know why~
Hopefully i can take time to rethink again.

Assignment, task, jobs,
everything i can handle,
but ,
friendship?
I guess I'm fail,
I dont know why,
I don't know how to handle~
No matter who,
room mate, AIESECer,
I fail to become myself~
I need to act I'm happy with everyone ,
but actually?

Today,
I'm consider a little early back,
everyone say hate me,
I act I'm happy,
actually I'm sad when my close friends say so to me,
I know they just joke,
But?

I can't make others understand me,
better i try to adapt in whatever environment i have,
Hopefully everything okay~

Through out this 3 months,
I go to Penang more than i go back my hometown.
Through out this 3 months,
I'm mature a lots.
Through out this 3 month,
I realize it.

anyhow,
special thanks to my beloved room mates, coursemates, AIESECer, Ji Mui gang, 38 gang,
and everyone that i know~
Without you all,
My uni life is nothing

Love you all

怎么办？

我好像得罪人了，
怎么办？
不是我想的，
或许，
大家都在互相迁就。
我不知怎么开口，
不知怎么说，
我不想，我不想，
算了，
剩几天，
我忍！

看来，
我必须调整我的心情，
不是每个人都能接受~！

好像~

不知道，
又好像~
应该是我的错吧？
对不起~
我好像害了你们~

*以后，还是静一点~

我在想~~

我在想，
为什么你不告诉我？
为什么是他告诉我?

我不知道要说
幸亏，
还是什么？
我知道，
如果，
考试前，
我一定是没心情了，
或许，
因为我考试，
所以，
你不到算告诉我？

希望没事了~

Yesterday and Today

Yesterday,
I have English Communication,
But, all the day,
I keep on sleep only~
Am i too relax?
I really scare i can't get good pointer~!!
Argghhh,
TENSION now~~!
but,
i really don't want give me a stress,
I want try my best to do it~
What else happen yesterday?
A super funny things happen again~
"HE" really stupid ,
go fight with a person,
有些人不好得罪的～
But, he feel enjoy this,
really don't know what he think,
what ever la^^

What am i realize this few days,
after get know him,
He not like what am I think,
Dislike his way to treat people ,
Hate it hate it~!!!!!!

Today,
Exam Ib,
very easy question because come out from quizez,
hahaha~
Hope i can get an A for this subject.
Seriously,
i really don't know what is IB talking about,
After 1 sem i talking, feel like i take just because i need to do so,
haha~

I feel happy today,
we still 相处 like before,
BUT,
I don't know this situation just for today or?
I really hope that everyday we also okay and can talk nonsense,
Haiz,

Just wait and see,
don't want put so high de hope ^^

Wish everyone of us good luck for tomorrow paper,
while me, off for one day^^

Mood (5)

Yesterday,
I sit for my very first exam paper,
Don't know can score well or not
but,
I do my best already~
Almost 10 question,
I tembak it
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___________________________________________________________________
Today is English Comm
But don't know what should i study~
Die le la~
____________________________________________________________________

Mood (4)

Recently feel like I'm just write a diary~
haha~
I don't know why~
But not purposely TO LET you all SEE
This is a kind of my feeling without some of you all~
___________________________________________________________
Actually i really tired of it~
Why every time near or the next day of exam,
Sure have some thing happen~
Please la,
Don't disturb me,
I really tired and stress of it~
I want become a normal person~
Tell me, tell me,
why this keep on happen?
____________________________________________________________
Today is my first day exam,
left 11 days to go back=)
As last time,
we still keep on motivate each others,
But,
some time,
U make joke or tease on it,
I'm not clever as you think,
when u put a high expectation to me,
actually i'm quite sad on it~
Any way, wish everyone of us good luck and all the best~
___________________________________________________________
I'm sure we can talk but not close as before,
Because.
there have a gap between us~
Broke it?
Forget it?
Put as nothing happen?
I don't think each of us can make it~
Friend?
Maybe~
I don't know~
___________________________________________________________
What do you think about us??
What question it is?
Seriously,
i never think of it,
I just treat you as one part of my friends~
Best friends?
Not till that levels yet,
i know you always be there for me,
But,
.......................................
You will know reason after that~


Anyhow,
continue my study~~

GOOD LUCK everyone 

especially YOU and ME as well

Mood (3)

Today only realize that we are same class last time,
but never notice about each other before~
hahaha~
by the way,
nice to meet you all~

_____________________________________________________________________________

today,
i spent my day with doing past year and teach friends account~
i feel so so happy,
last time,
when exam near,
friends also keep on asking me,
I'm not so pro.
But,
I guess i still manage to teach them some~
Feel happy on it~

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be frank, i really hate this situation,
why ? why? why is me?
I don't know why you all treat me like this?
I really suffer when exam come,
Please la, please go away from me,
I want like usual~!!
hate this situation so much~~!!

____________________________________________________________________________
I forget what i want to write le
haiz~
recall recall recall~~

Mood (2)

hahaha~
actually i don't know what should i put for the name~
today?
nothing much happen actually~

i don't know why today extremely tired~ just study 1 and half chapter only~
feel worse~
i can't let my dream come true (2.86)
i will died soon~~!

__________________________________________________________________________

Sometimes,
when you tend to pretend,
actually already 露出尾巴了～
I'm not feel i need explain it~
Find the answer yourself ba~
any how, sorry for it~
You just don't want people know so do like that~~!!
i don't want know also.
Lol..xD

___________________________________________________________________________

Truly i say,
From the beggining chatting,
i feel stranger with you,
i don't know why~
But,
no matter what,
I will share all the things i have with you~
maybe you too~
that way, i'm no doubt to share~
But some times,
I feel sorry to you~
I really dilemma now~
I'm doesn't mean give a boom for you before exam but..
this problems with me almost 1 week ++
i don't know how to talk with you
Hope you can understand
cheer=)

___________________________________________________________________________
Have so many times,
i wish talk with you,
but i'm not dare to do so,
I don't know why,
maybe the gap between us almost few month~
Maybe is me too 固执
and that way our friendship become like this~
dilemma again~



Good night~ fight for tomorrow

mood (1)

For me, u tend to be lets other guess, but indirectly actually others know already~
but actually up to u as long as you all happy ~
wish you all happy forever~
haha~
_________________________________________________________________________________
today i face more than 10 hours in front of laptop~
my eyes really pain~
how can i survive till the end of my exam?
All my stuff inside laptop~
I guess next semester need wear glasses already~
Oh NO!!

I don't want~
__________________________________________________________________________________
1 week in Penang,
make me miss them so much~
if now is holiday, sure play till crazy~
haha~
but the most important i want to write is,
start stomachache again,
don't know is food here not suit me or my stomach got problem?
arggghhhhhhhhhhh,

i don't want this kind of things happen~~
help me help me please~
i want eat, i like to eat~~!!!!
__________________________________________________________________________________
This thing make me dilemma so long time,
And now i decide already~
hahaha~
so sorry ya~
i'm don't want to make such decision,
but i feel suffer on it~
any how, good luck for your final~

___________________________________________________________________________________
too may things i want express~
but feel sleepy le~ night everyone~

昨天~

昨天，
老友找我谈天~
可是，
他所说的话好像又另外含义~！
我很不明白，
为什么你要向我的好友投诉？
我也很少打给他了~
她也明白我很忙~
有时，
不是我不要理，
是我不得空~
以前的你，
都不会这样~
我存心，
以好友来对待，
希望你不要过那个界限~
要不然，
朋友都没得做~！！！



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还有五天，
大家加油啊~！

what mood am i?

有时候，
我觉得我很笨~
不够细心看每一个步骤~！
或许，
我太信任你了~
相信你所说的每句话~
我不明白为什么你欺骗我，
或许，
你有原因~
还是，
你不够信任我？
算了，
以后，远离你是最好~
发现到，
跟你也好的人就是最容易出卖你的~！！
最好不要找我了~！！
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这整个星期，
玩到很开心，
再加上认识到一班疯的朋友~
跟你们在一起，
烦恼也不见了~！
真的真的要谢谢你们~
pei syuan, jack, xie zheng, kelvin, chuan hong, ee mei, yeow liang
认识你们让我感受到朋友不能100%的相信~
希望，
八月的plan能实行~
当然，
也要看我有没有做工~
哈哈哈~
Penang > Transition camp> Ipoh> Penang > UUM
这星期是我最开心的~！
谢谢你们~
大家一起加油吧~
考试顺利~
<3