得罪

经来，我觉得我得罪的人太多了，
我是有意还是没意的得罪了？
有时候，我觉得自己在开玩笑但是有时候原来我真的真的得罪了，
得罪的又是我最好最关心我的人，
是不是因为习惯了你们，我开始对你们发脾气？
是不是你们的存在让我更放肆，
虽然有时候，我真的真的很压力但是我不可以选择说出来，
是不是因为我真的改变了自己，
岁月不留人，不过以前有多么的好，还是依然的改变了，
不管以前见面有多么的多话题，还是没有了，
是人的问题，还是不在一起的问题呢？
改变让我不知应该要怎样面对同样的人，有时候真的不知所措，
最近我收到很多comment :) 有好有坏，可以说的是我还在进步当中，
谢谢你们的提醒 ：D

一星期

一星期看来不是很长，但我却不觉得很短，

在一星期内，我有招生活动，introduction to @, 跟朋友出去玩，还有开会等等。

累吗？ 我真的很累，但是我却很开心，

当你真的跌的时候，你真的看到朋友的支持与鼓励，

万万想不到他/她是谁？

这一切让我感到很温馨，很感动，

有时候，你在等待那一个的他，但是偏偏是另一个的他？

感觉如何？ 失望？失落？ 还是开心？

我并不知道，告诉自己尽量不要放朋友的飞机，但是有时候真的不行，我真的好想好好的休息而已，

有时候，朋友真的因为你而出去，真的不可以让他们失望=）

还记得那天晚上我们有排练，我的表现并不是很好，

我很讨厌自己的我，我不喜欢在前面说话，也不喜欢听别人的评语，

但是我知道是为自己的好。

当晚，听到*他* 的评语，真的觉得有点失落，也觉得自己很没有，

明明应该要做个榜样给他们看，但最后是什么样子？

不想来的日子，也来了，我还是一样的面对，

果然，当有了勇气，一切都不一样，

谢谢你们的鼓励与拥抱，还有你的批评 :)

在忙碌的日子，朋友依然明白我的困扰，还特地提早与延期为我庆祝生日，谢谢你们，

还有一班可爱的学弟学妹，我的前队友，你们的陪伴让我感到欣慰：D

谢谢你们在你们忙碌，休息时间还出来陪伴我。

说真的，这次的生日，我想要的都得到了：D

虽然在忙碌的你，不能参与我们，但是你的礼物真的真的很不一样：D

谢谢你们 ：)

这星期我过得很开心:)

*upload photo soon*

在一个月内，让我知道了跟我最好的男生，
都开始有女朋友了，
我还应该找他们吗？
好像很不应该，
为什么？ 我真的不想扯进去，
有时候，我在想我想太多了对吧？
我真的不想在看到这样的情景了
我觉得我很自私

祝你们永远开心，快乐 ：）

I won't give up

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

This song play 3 times when I'm on the way to Penang for my celebration :D
I'm wonder are you still remember you did sent me before?
Or I just think too much when listen to this song :(
I'm wish I can know you from the beginning but not this kind of situation.
I'm so emo ing nowwwwwwwwwwww

Cheer for tomorrow.
Everything will be fine.

Challenges are waiting for me :D

Happy Birthday to myself 

Holiday End and New Semester Kick Start

My holiday just awesome !
I went to China, Vietnam and attended some conference for AIESEC stuff :D
I like it, I miss it and I love to do that!
I wish to back to China in short periods
Can I ?
What if China just nearby me?
All this thing just ended!
I should kick new life now :D

I'm not believe I'm in semester 5 NOW!
Old ? Ya, I'm feel that I'm so old now :(
New semester start with new room mate ( not yet meet my room mate), New DPP ( should be SME ), New environment, :(
I'm still enjoying with all the progress up until right now :D
I'm trying not to ffk friends, but I did it yesterday :(

Busy with activities? NOOO.  I just spent my time wisely with all my friends and my dear Gang :)
Feedback, comment, I did receive a lot from my beloved one :)
But believe me, I'm still me the previous one
But thanks that you wake up me in the same time.

just random update :)