Thanks

A simple word but is truly from my deep of heart!
Thanks!
6 simple alphabet combine together!
Mean a lot to me.

Thank  for support me and understand me :D
I appreciate all the moment together with you,
and your care too!
Although we are not team mate anymore,
But I believe your support, and team support !
I believe of our spirit of one year team mate, maybe you think I still remember last time memory and not move further! But i want to tell you, our memory let me be TOUGH, let me be cheer and let me MOVE on always.!

I love you all and hate you all in the same time! Serious!
I love the moment together and I hate the care too! Make my tear out always.
Your only call make me tears out but deep in heart I appreciate it :D

Thanks you my team mate! I love you

China Trips

Finally finally ! I'm going to update my day in China :D
After my last paper for semester 4, next day I'm fly to China I believe I can fly =)
Exclude of Thailand, this is my first time to go overseas! Far from my friends, far from my family and everyone that I loved.
Feeling totally suck when you are alone. I just feel my decision just wrong. I remember he said to me *you never make a wise decision*. That moment, my feeling really down down down. and almost want to pulp out myself. But is okay, I shall move on no matter what!

First destination ---> Guangzhou. I reach Guangzhou on 28 Jun 12.30am . We had book our room but yet very far from airport,no bus but only taxi and some is personal ( a bit dangerous if take it) I'm no care because Wei Tong is with me. I just let him do decision for that :D Next day we meet Nicole for outing. Nicole is Wei Tong's friends during his first internship. Nothing much to share for that. I just share what I'm experience for that. I like Guangzhou because of their mind in doing business. Every shop have their own design in decorating, as well as their way to attract people to go in their shop. Second, they have attractive lamp to attract us. Thirdly the way they have their meal. They are no eating any rice but just dishes. I like it so much! Other than that, they have a lot of park. And in the park, have a lot of uncle, old man , old aunty doing exercise. I believe most of them are 50 over years old and fit than us :D. In Malaysia, you can't see this kind of situation too! I like the environment as all the places have plant :D Most important, you hardly found people that are over weight, they have slim body I'm jealous because I'm fat . haha Mostly is like that I guess , approach me better . hahahaa.

Next in the train, from Guangzhou to Beijing if take train around 1 day or else take flight but much expensive. Expensive than I take flight from Malaysia . LoL. That way we decided to take train. I never think how was it be, I just know they have stand ticket. I can't imagine how people stand for so long time. We need to extend our day in Guangzhou due of few more day only have sit ticket. What to do right? In the train, OMG, different, really different from Malaysia =( And I'm can't accept it but I have no choice for that. Accept it =)

Reach Beijing in the early of the day, I reach almost 7 am but start 5 am , the day become brighter. I don't like Beijing because a lot of pollution. I like Beijing because of their transportation really cheap. While I have training in Beijing, I'm going a lot of places like Temple of Heaven, forbidden city, Olympic as well as Great Wall~ Beijing is a place to gather all EP to start our training and yet for us to travel around with all buddies and OC. I hate this place and love here in the same time. LOVE because I meet a lot of great people, new friends and I know what is the real friendship . I hate here because I need to face 离别。 一个学期，一个大学生涯但，不知道要面对多少次离别. I knew Wen Ju, EP from UPM, youngest than me but mature than me. Some time ignore me but after wallet missing, we know the friendship! Other than this Adam, Faten's buddies but close to me. Same ages with my brother but yet body size is bigger than me *dun let him see this* , mature than me and very humors! I like it. This place as well , we know that we can't go to Ankang city. That mean I need to separate with them! When the moment I have some one to talk with, to trust with, to believe with, but I need to separate with them. My tears out when outing with them but I told myself I need control it. Yea , I make it but I'm not sure they saw it or not. Till this moment, I still remember the moment of waving hand in the train! One week friendship but can give me a big impact :D
Friendship, time management, project management is core element throughout whole week in Beijing.

I had my second experience in train from Beijing to Tian Shui. Its taking 26 hours and 9 hours bus. I'm okay with that? Maybe had it before or else I know most of them in the same train? I'm just be quite actually.

Next, Gansu for my project. I had update all about Gansu before. View it ya. In between , i'm going to Jiu Zhai Gou, the most beautiful and the place that I like the most for China Tour. Can't see the picture? I purposely to do that =) Throughout all the journey in China, I like this place the most. Why? Is natural and near to my hobby! I believe I will go again next time with my love one? or my friends for sure! in different time!

Next and last destination before Malaysia, Xi An, historical places in China. I dislike it the most. Maybe I hate history~ I'm not China people , I don't like to know it ! haha. I feel a little bit waste to reach there =( but feel great that my buddies accompany me till the last day of mine in China. Appreciate in much. This places is more on Muslim places but yet I can't eat much on their food. i don't like it seriously because its too salty for me and they have a lot of *liang chai* Really cold and seem like never cook before! Malaysian like eat this? No No! I don't like it very much. That way don't want upload photo too :D

Let me conclude for the trip in China. I like this trip , I do learn a lot. I need to do my own decision, i can't depends on my friends anymore =( I feel helpless but life still going on. Thanks to some of you that always ask me my life , At least I feel people supporting me =) I can;t be independent right? haha. China is TOO big and their cultural, their traditional food totally different for every province. If you travel from a place to a place, you can feel the different and just same like you a travelling from a place to a place ya =) let try it in future. Just take an example, their hp number if use in different province just like international charge. Suck right but is true for that! Other than that, I know few people for @er from Malaysia. Seriously AIESECer and non AIESECer is different , I just feel that. Do you believe it? In China,  Most of their  parents wish their child just marriage in the same province, if possible same village. Funny but true as well. China is not a best place for travel but China can be the best place for you to accept others thinking, to put others shoes in your shoes, can let you develop yourself and let you try a lot of different mean while time. You can choose not believe me but believe yours experience. You can get it differently :D

I'm lazy to type recently. Approach me if you want to know more. But believe me travel and exchange is totally different. I know why as I have this experience in three month time! I'm going to China and Vietnam right after that. When I'm start having my exchange, my feeling is so suck, scared, almost cry when the time is around the corner, it just feel that you don't want to step out at all but travelling is different, you feel enjoy and no stress at all. Just thinking have fun with your friends. Believe me or not? You shall try it ! Believe me !
Story can attract you but how to feel it? LETs go EXCHANGE together !

*Vietnam update soon*

Fat Fat Fat

One week at home after my exchange in China and my awesome trip in Vietnam.
seriously my life with eat, sleep, online or hang out with friends
I don't like this kind of life. Too boring perhaps~~
I really should extend my trip with Ee Mei. LOL
Other than online, I'm doing @ stuff. all pending stuff while I'm in Exchange =(
I don't why I still doing it although I know its stressful?
I love it ? I'm not sure yet.
Just take it .

Ya, my reason why I write blog today !
*sorry for my pending update* ( China and Vietnam)
Mostly people saw me, WHY WHY WHY  you become FAT?
WHY WHY WHY you seem berisi?
No people believes me I'm going rural places.
No people believe me I'm get stomachache throughout the week
Ya, I'm sad ? I don't know. I just enjoy the day over there!
Today I'm finding my formal trousers.
Finally I admit I'm really really really gain weight for this two month!
Shall I happy?
NO , I'm really sad indeed.
but I have to admit when people asking =(

Sad ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Plus my room number still blank right now

My Internship

As I promised, I will share my experience of my project in China.
Just to stated, after considering for two day. I choose Gan Su as my exchange places.
Gan Su is last three developing in China.
Could you imagine the places?
My training started on 7 July in Beijing.
My project management was'nt good. We face a lot of trouble and difficulties throughout the internship. Most of us (EP) just feel want to give up on this project but we are not did that for sure.
i just feel all about Gan Su is the best =)
To reach Gan Su, I need to take 25 hours train and 9 hours bus to reach the school.
2 days 2 night not slept in the good condition,
Just make my emotion unstable.
3 am in the morning reach the school. All the way to school just in dark condition.
When the reach school, just feel that I been cheated. Am I?
 The toilet can't acceptable by us. Perhaps we never try that. Toilet don't have any water provided or even a DOOR!! We don't have any electricity in our room, fan but we been provide a lamp =( If we want to charge our hp , laptop, we need to go office and charge it .
For room is acceptable by me although with a thin bed and hard pillow, perhaps too tired. I'm easily fall asleep that day.
Next day, when I'm open my door, the places is so adventure and nice! I like it so much. All mixed feeling had been changed but not student toilet ya ^^
First day , we been introduce to student and teacher over the school. After that we having team building game with student and a session with a title Dream.
Until now i still remember a girl said she want change her life with study and change her hometown to modern city step by step. When I'm listen to this , I'm asking myself, what is my next step?
Ya, most of them never step out from that village for 10 years plus. I'm not sure how are they survive all these year.  They ever meet foreigner, universities students before us. 3 years back, the environment is worse than now but everything change after earthquake. Government of China subsidize and change the facilities of that village .
Facilities of that school better than UUM. Their projector , LCD TV in touch screen. So in RIGHT? UUM also don't have I guess ><
We have 12 EP in these project ( 6 from UIR and 6 from UIBE ). Due of too many people in charge of Math, I need to in charge in music with another 2 EP and 3 chinese buddies =(
Without any knowledge on that,i take up this responsibility to let them more English song. Perhaps never try never know. In our opinion, they have some level in English knowledge but too bad is out of our expectation. A simple song like Little Indians, Lion King Song, they can't sing well and pronounce it well =( Oh gosh. I don't know until a guy came to me and ask me about verbs. I realize they learn English in Chinese character . The way they speak just like pronounce in Chinese! Oh gosh , how they can develop if just taking teacher from same background on that?
We divide to three class, small, medium and big class . The most harder handle is small class.They are too hyper until don't know how to control them usually =( while medium class just shy among each others. Music group in charging of DTD of big class as well.
When get along always, big class started to enjoy our session and trying to speak in English ^^
Basically we start our class at 7.40 am until 11am continue by 2pm until 5pm. After 5pm, we join them playing badminton, basketball, pingpong etc to have healthy life? For sure just spent our day over here. Other than that, we go around the village to have a look. Most nearest city need take 2 hours journey by bus =( I never left the school unless  just play around the village =)
We don't have fan because the weather is so cool~ A rumor stated that if night time have a lot of star, next morning will have a hot weather! I'm not believe it until I make experience on that!! Believe or not , those kid wear the same shirt for few days up to 1 week / 2 week. We just see the same shirt that they wear all those day. To be frank, i can't accept the smell in class but I have no choice. From them, they just bath one week once if necessary. Before earthquake, they need take water from river just for bath. What a pity? I don't think I want to bath if I required to do so? As we are 1st batch EP a.k.a foreigner, they give us to bath every day with time limit from 5pm - 10 pm. We have 30 over peoples! But is okay because most of the chinese buddies bath 2 day once or 3 day once. Although they bath , but yet still wear the same shirt! Oh gosh ><
Next food. Our food paid by my LC , UIR as promised! Our breakfast is Man Tou with soya bean , or porridge. Lunch provide rice with some vege and Dinner just Mee. Everyday just repeat the same menu , so boring but we don't have choice to choose others food. If you are rich, but yet you still can't buy a bowl of rice! WT*...... We able to eat meat 2 day once with combination of vegetarian. For them beef, pork or even chicken is very expensive. They not able afford for some family =) Shall we save food next time?

In my own opinion, they are more clever than us . They know a lot of thing and truly experience on that. We just learn and going to practice when we are working. Perhaps what we learn , we just use in future but we don't know how those thing come, where is the reason and they know it! We are fail right?

A guy told me they don't like city, for them there is no freedom in city compare in village. They can go any where without inform their parents . They can swim every where and do whatever they feel is okay and no harm for them.

I wish I can have their life. But too bad,  I still need face reality =) Accept it and experience it.

NOW, i proud to say I know the reason why people go for few time GCDP!
I wish I have second GCDP =)

* Vietnam trip update soon*

Just a random update from me

I guess almost 1 month,
I just far from this blogger!
Not because I don't want internet access problem.
Simple update, I had done my GCDP!
Wohooo~~
I like it and I wish to stay longer but I can't =(
I know I need to back my reality!!
Update more when I back from Vietnam
Current Location : Xi an
I had travel 5 province here!
But I spent less than 6 k ( if not mistaken )

Happy holiday!
I miss all the kids =(