谢谢你

谢谢你的你一句话，就让我哭到到这样，
好久没痛快的哭了，
还好室友不在，要不然就丢脸了，
我知道有时候我活在过去，
可是在这刻我真的不知道我还可以找谁了，
每一次说话都要过滤，需要顾别人的感受，
我真的很累，我宁愿都在房间也不想出来，
不想见到你们，看到你们就像给了我很多的压力，
我真的不知道要怎样要面对，
我这的信心再也不是信心了，也许只是从一些人身上得到,
我很想做回自己的我

能吗？

Feedback

Feedback?
Is good or is a bad ?
For me, I like to know how people perceive me ,
But some how I realize that I can't digest in a short time for this moment.
It been passed for 1 month,
But yet till this moment I still remember how you tell me .
I lost myself, I lost my way, I lost everything.
Who gonna help me?
I know myself again. But I fear. I fear from everything.
All these day, all my close friends stay with me, bear with me,
Go through every moment with me.
But yes, fear still with me :D
I'm not even dare step from that point.
I'm acting ?
I don't know.
I smile but with a burden inside? Am I ? Depend who are you to perceive me!
Different people with different feeling yo!

I wish I have a pair of ears to listen to me now :D Just listen will do.
But who is that ?

一个月

One month, I never update here!

Am I nothing to said? or I don't have time to post or I'm not dare to post anything?

I'm sucks , I'm change, I'm selfish? 

I don't know it but yet I'm really enjoy my life here between with my studies!!

From LLDS UUM to LLDS UPM to MNC to Penang , in between presentation, quiz, mid exam, 

I almost can't balance up myself :) 

I learn to be a good listener,

I learn to be a good problem solver

I learn to be please everyone,

I learn a lot of thing but yet I lose myself.

I lost myself!

I lost my personality!

Everyone is learning right ? Believe in what are you doing!

No matter how much you dislike, but yet you still need to continue :)