谢谢你

谢谢你的你一句话，就让我哭到到这样，
好久没痛快的哭了，
还好室友不在，要不然就丢脸了，
我知道有时候我活在过去，
可是在这刻我真的不知道我还可以找谁了，
每一次说话都要过滤，需要顾别人的感受，
我真的很累，我宁愿都在房间也不想出来，
不想见到你们，看到你们就像给了我很多的压力，
我真的不知道要怎样要面对，
我这的信心再也不是信心了，也许只是从一些人身上得到,
我很想做回自己的我

能吗？

Feedback

Feedback?
Is good or is a bad ?
For me, I like to know how people perceive me ,
But some how I realize that I can't digest in a short time for this moment.
It been passed for 1 month,
But yet till this moment I still remember how you tell me .
I lost myself, I lost my way, I lost everything.
Who gonna help me?
I know myself again. But I fear. I fear from everything.
All these day, all my close friends stay with me, bear with me,
Go through every moment with me.
But yes, fear still with me :D
I'm not even dare step from that point.
I'm acting ?
I don't know.
I smile but with a burden inside? Am I ? Depend who are you to perceive me!
Different people with different feeling yo!

I wish I have a pair of ears to listen to me now :D Just listen will do.
But who is that ?

一个月

One month, I never update here!

Am I nothing to said? or I don't have time to post or I'm not dare to post anything?

I'm sucks , I'm change, I'm selfish? 

I don't know it but yet I'm really enjoy my life here between with my studies!!

From LLDS UUM to LLDS UPM to MNC to Penang , in between presentation, quiz, mid exam, 

I almost can't balance up myself :) 

I learn to be a good listener,

I learn to be a good problem solver

I learn to be please everyone,

I learn a lot of thing but yet I lose myself.

I lost myself!

I lost my personality!

Everyone is learning right ? Believe in what are you doing!

No matter how much you dislike, but yet you still need to continue :) 

预测赶不上变化

终觉得，计划赶不上变化，

每一次就差那一步就最得上了，

但是真的差那一步吗？

还是还有万里步需要我慢慢来赶上去？

很多时候，想做的，做了，但是又在纠结我到底有做错吗？

接下来的日子好像不是人过得一样，

真担心自己的成绩会怎样 :'(

加油加油

Grow Up

Pass 1 year, I never think of apply this position
Pass 6 months, I don't know which position shall I choose
Pass 5 months, I almost give up my position. I went to GCDP to find back myself.
Pass 4 months, I started to love my job
Pass 3 months, I went to TtT as a VP learning. Nothing much I want to gain due of my sense of belonging.
But after all, I know I shall have different way for my department.
Pass 2 months, we kept busying with RD. I still remembered till this moment, when people shoot me, give me feedback , I was so down and give up on this.
Yes, I make it after that. I always challenge myself to do more, to experience more!
Pass 1 month, I started to have my new role in LLDS - conference manager. I was so scare of it. I scare I can't make a good result, a good conference. I was stress up myself .
And now , LLDS passed, I have a lot of feedback that said I'm improved.
Yeap, I'm happy for it and wish to improve more !

I never think that I can gain so much in few months,
I never think that I can improve so much
I never think that people will praise me
I never think that I have such characteristic.
Yea, I like to be introvert some times but this is my characteristics I guess :P
No matter what , I shall provide my team a good learning, I shall provide my MT a good platform.

Thank you to everyone!!

离开

不知为什么有时候真的不觉得一回事，
有时候却觉得很想离开，
根本就不想知道当中发生什么事～
或许这段友情对大家已经没有意思了，
我不知道，
有时候无聊时看看大家的面子书，
有着大家的照片，
是我太忙还是什么呢？
我可以选择离开吗？

一个月的生活

在大学已经一个月了，
不知堕落了多少次，哭了多少次，出去了多少次，争吵了多少次，
累了，哭了，笑了，逃避了，结束了
过了风风雨雨，一切都已经结束了,
过程中我领悟了不少，改变了不少，
是好是坏？自己知道，能不能度过也是自己知道,
一路上，看到的不少，逃避了不少，
再次也看到了谁对你真心还是假的，
谁是你的朋友,谁是你的同党，一切看到清清楚楚
感谢你们这一路以来的陪伴。
谢谢你总是在我身边听我的诉苦，听我哭，安慰我
谢谢你一直都在帮我做些事，
谢谢你一直在纠正我
谢谢你一直都是我的开心果
谢谢你，虽然在遥远的你还是很支持我
谢谢你在课业上的帮助
谢谢你们在我最需要时出现 ：）

这条路是我选的，我相信我会走到最后