考试

考试，

连续三天，

令我快疯了。

也蛮担心因为怕考不好。

之前，

我的 carry mark 蛮高，

但，

这次，

不是很好。

惨了啦啊啊啊啊啊。。

算了，

加油吧。=）

讨厌

讨厌，

或许是我的口头弹

因为，

习惯了说 “I hate you"

我也知道，

因为这样，

伤害了一些人，

可是，

我真的没这样的意思，

玩玩而已=）

对不起=）

如果每一天，

都能这样过，

我应该会是开心的人了=）

关心

下个月，

我的 department 回来芙蓉，

其实也因为这样我很担心，

我怕，

他们不能接受我的家境

毕竟，

因为这件事，

我也被排挤过

说真的，

我不想告诉任何人，

因为，

我不需要别人的同情，

别人的关心，

别人的对待，

因为，

我还是好好的。

最后，

一通电话，

就叫到他们出来了。

要说他们八卦还是关心呢？

还是大家的感情很好？

暗示了，说了，

其实大家都不觉得怎样，

反而很开心的认识到我这个朋友。

我应该开心吗？

我不知道。

或许，

我对这件事看到很严重，

有时，还会想不好的事情，

一走了之。

我真的不知道该怎样去面对以后

我也不想因为这样得到大家同情与关心。

我不敢也不知道怎样面对以后。

因为，

我依然不能逃避我自己那一关

有时，

问问自己，

有几次的十年让我逃避？

我真的不想知道结局。

我想这样过就算了。

就算，

以后会是怎样，

我也不能控制。

我很喜庆因为有大家的支持

尤其是你=）

不管以后会是怎样，

我希望我们都能保持这样的关系=）

♥♥♥

Personality test =)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.


quite true for me =)

失去

刚刚聊了一些事，发现到

有时候，

我真的不想依赖任何人，

因为我知道，

当我太依赖一个人，

我会选择什么都告诉他，

我真的很担心，

很害怕，

会失去他，

毕竟，

相处久了，

就会习惯他的存在=）

有一天，

因为一些事，

他不再理你了，

是很不好受的=（

但，

我又不能霸占任何人，

因为不属于我的=）

有时候，

独立是好的 =）

谢谢一直以来关心我的人

Which baby are you =)

SEPTEMBER BABY-Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.


I have no comment on this. Is depends how you judge me ^^

First day in 2012

2011,

AWESOME for me <3

I meet lots of people,

face up side down.

and bring the real of me now =)

Thank you to every single of you.

You play an important role in my life.=)

2012,

I wish that I can get what ever I wish

I wish that everyone around me happy always

I wish that I can become a good daughter, friends, team mate, coursemate to everyone.

I wish that I become more confident

I wish that I stop EMO-ing

I wish that I can know more about you =)

I wish that I can balance up my time

I wish that I can spent my time with everyone of you

I wish that I can come out from my comfort zone.

I wish that I can become myself no matter what situation

I wish that I can think what actually I want , learn in my uni life.

I wish and wish and wish 

I can fulfill all my dream =)

Lets say goodbye to 2011 and welcome 2012 with a cheerful smile and hope.=)

I wish every single of you can still stay with me until the end  =)

Lets rock 2012 and create more memorable for my story ^^